I'm sorry...

I'm sorry if I give you a harsh lecture
I'm sorry if I look at the problem small
I'm sorry I don't see the big picture
I'm sorry if I bring sorrow and depression
I'm sorry for my obsession
I'm sorry for my bad internet connection
I'm sorry for not talking to you in private
I'm sorry for being mean and pressuring
I'm sorry for being assuring
I'm sorry for bringing the past
I'm sorry for making myself looking like an ***
I'm sorry for assuming
I'm sorry for making you feel gloomy
I'm sorry I don't know what I'm doing
I'm sorry for making things worse
I'm sorry I just curse
I'm sorry for not being there
I'm sorry for not being fair
I'm sorry for making us look like a bad pair
I'm sorry making you cry
I'm sorry for asking why
I'm sorry for putting you down
I'm sorry for giving you that frown
I'm sorry for being messed up
I'm sorry for helping you to stand up
I'm sorry for making things falling apart
I'm sorry for judging by your heart
I'm sorry because I don't know where to start
I'm sorry making valentines day
I'm sorry for making it a drama day

All I want to say is I'm sorry...

My "present" to give to you for Christmas

The weather is getting cold, its December
All the memories that we been through, I still remember
My heart, that I have is no longer shattered
As long my heart is combined with your heart, it fixed my shattered heart, as long my heart pieces and your heart piece are together that's all that matter
I remember that last Christmas I give my heart to someone that I have a crush on
You can tell she denied my heart and she throws my heart to the garbage by dawn
I pick up the present, I cleaned the rejection off my heart
My heart is not the same not like before, its even more shattered than before, my present... it fall apart
This Christmas, the present that I'm going to give it to you
You got to see my heart, you got to see how much it grew
I know my heart meant a lot to me and you don't except gifts that meant a lot of to someone, I understand
The presents, the materials things that I receive: clothes, money, food, games, and any materials things I'm not happy and not satisfied, I should be happy... I feel like I can get any material things that I want, but there is something that I can't buy and that is love
Will you kiss me? There is a mistle toe hanging from above
Its better to give than receive, I know your humble and your a pure-hearted person but I know that your secret santa will give you a great gift, he gives you a hint: its covered your favorite color in dark blue
I realize, I don't need my heart, I want to give it to you as a gift, all I desire for Christmas is you

I'm Love sick...but I don't care

The things that I remember from yesterday
are coming back to me, I start hallucinating
and feels like its real and feels like its happening
Is this a sign? Is there something I need to know
I imagine all things, all that love that I need to show
my dreams feels so real
I can actually touch and feel
am I crazy? am I so obsessed?
all I want is to hug your around your chest
The bad things that happen to me,I dont really care
I want to show the all that love that we can share
I'm putting all my faith on God
Im praying for you, just stay faithful
dont just rely on yourself, rely on God hes really helpful
smile, please be cheerful, and you still have my trust
It doesnt matter what happens to us
along we have each other
thats all that matters
our love is connected together

I Been Betrayed by my Love

i dont understand why did you cheat on me
all the things we been thru
all i want to do is be with you
you just use me for your pleasure
what kind of girl are you
thats it i had it, i have enough of you thats for sure
thanks alot im hurt......you dont understand what you did
you destroy my heart, that i gave to you
your a monster, you made me turn blue
its ok, theres better girls out there
the ones that really care
all because i look hot with my underwear
your really greedy and stole the things that i share
my heart is shattered to pieces and now i have to recover
i cant believe i call you my lover
i wont let all the anger on me and im tired of you
your just a waste of time
that you causes alot of crime
its ok ill leave all my anger to God
I cant love him, if im angry
but love is i desire and im hungry
well back to the hunting game *smiles*
well im over it lol because im single and im free
im gonna erase our names from that tree
because im gonna replace your name with my new girl on that tree,
this is for her and shes for me

This poem is for my friend aize-kun!!!
cheer up buddy!!!

It was only once we were far away that I realized your love The love and "thank you" I bit back I've grown a little since that day It's not much, but "show me that happy smile" Is what I'm always wishing for....

Midori-chi

"I don't just love you because your gifted, I love you because of you"

you have a lot of talents, compare to me I'm nothing

but I don't just love you because you have the skills

You call yourself a useless dummy, you think your just a useless thing

Why do you call yourself a bakka (idiot)

You should be thankful to God because its a gift from God

People think that I'm bakla (gay)

Why are you saying that especially your a teacher

I laugh because I prove that I'm not gay

Your the person who made my day

I'm the person whose gonna prove that your not useless

compare to me I'm hopeless

I don't just love you because your gifted, I love you because of you

Here's a list of your skills:

1.)your a black belt in Aikido, judo, and tae kwon do
I can't believe that you said that your useless,you should say like homer say it "d'oh"
2.)You play about 6 or 9 instruments, you can make music
your pretty skilled, and you still play when your sick
3.)you master 6 or 9 languages and sometimes its hard for me to understand you
compare to me, I only know one language, why are you acting blue
4.)your a teacher, you teach a lot of people and your smart
I feel so dumb, one time I take a test and I accidentally fart *turns red*
5.)Your art skills are way advance than my art skills
I can't use my imagination, but I can draw a bunch of drills *draws really bad*
6.)You can fill your stomach or any ones stomach because you can cook
In my culinary class I was only assistant chief and I didn't really learn anything, people think that I'm a kook

"Words from an Angel"

You call me Lonewolf-chi
The way you said it made me speechless
Instead of calling you imoto-san, I'm calling you midori-chi
It feels like I'm yours, and your mine
you made it sound really cute and romantic
Saying my name from an angel that made me shine
chi means a couple, its honorific in Japanese
I want to say that I love you and that's the bottom line
Its like someone is calling my name
Its just ordinary nothing special
but the way you said it, its not the same
I can't really explain why
I feel like screaming like a little girl
I feels so happy that I want to cry
Its like our names connect together
Its feels like we become as one
even though we are going to die in this earth, we are still gonna live in heaven forever