My "present" to give to you for Christmas

The weather is getting cold, its December
All the memories that we been through, I still remember
My heart, that I have is no longer shattered
As long my heart is combined with your heart, it fixed my shattered heart, as long my heart pieces and your heart piece are together that's all that matter
I remember that last Christmas I give my heart to someone that I have a crush on
You can tell she denied my heart and she throws my heart to the garbage by dawn
I pick up the present, I cleaned the rejection off my heart
My heart is not the same not like before, its even more shattered than before, my present... it fall apart
This Christmas, the present that I'm going to give it to you
You got to see my heart, you got to see how much it grew
I know my heart meant a lot to me and you don't except gifts that meant a lot of to someone, I understand
The presents, the materials things that I receive: clothes, money, food, games, and any materials things I'm not happy and not satisfied, I should be happy... I feel like I can get any material things that I want, but there is something that I can't buy and that is love
Will you kiss me? There is a mistle toe hanging from above
Its better to give than receive, I know your humble and your a pure-hearted person but I know that your secret santa will give you a great gift, he gives you a hint: its covered your favorite color in dark blue
I realize, I don't need my heart, I want to give it to you as a gift, all I desire for Christmas is you

I'm Love sick...but I don't care

The things that I remember from yesterday
are coming back to me, I start hallucinating
and feels like its real and feels like its happening
Is this a sign? Is there something I need to know
I imagine all things, all that love that I need to show
my dreams feels so real
I can actually touch and feel
am I crazy? am I so obsessed?
all I want is to hug your around your chest
The bad things that happen to me,I dont really care
I want to show the all that love that we can share
I'm putting all my faith on God
Im praying for you, just stay faithful
dont just rely on yourself, rely on God hes really helpful
smile, please be cheerful, and you still have my trust
It doesnt matter what happens to us
along we have each other
thats all that matters
our love is connected together

I Been Betrayed by my Love

i dont understand why did you cheat on me
all the things we been thru
all i want to do is be with you
you just use me for your pleasure
what kind of girl are you
thats it i had it, i have enough of you thats for sure
thanks alot im hurt......you dont understand what you did
you destroy my heart, that i gave to you
your a monster, you made me turn blue
its ok, theres better girls out there
the ones that really care
all because i look hot with my underwear
your really greedy and stole the things that i share
my heart is shattered to pieces and now i have to recover
i cant believe i call you my lover
i wont let all the anger on me and im tired of you
your just a waste of time
that you causes alot of crime
its ok ill leave all my anger to God
I cant love him, if im angry
but love is i desire and im hungry
well back to the hunting game *smiles*
well im over it lol because im single and im free
im gonna erase our names from that tree
because im gonna replace your name with my new girl on that tree,
this is for her and shes for me

This poem is for my friend aize-kun!!!
cheer up buddy!!!

It was only once we were far away that I realized your love The love and "thank you" I bit back I've grown a little since that day It's not much, but "show me that happy smile" Is what I'm always wishing for....

Midori-chi

"I don't just love you because your gifted, I love you because of you"

you have a lot of talents, compare to me I'm nothing

but I don't just love you because you have the skills

You call yourself a useless dummy, you think your just a useless thing

Why do you call yourself a bakka (idiot)

You should be thankful to God because its a gift from God

People think that I'm bakla (gay)

Why are you saying that especially your a teacher

I laugh because I prove that I'm not gay

Your the person who made my day

I'm the person whose gonna prove that your not useless

compare to me I'm hopeless

I don't just love you because your gifted, I love you because of you

Here's a list of your skills:

1.)your a black belt in Aikido, judo, and tae kwon do
I can't believe that you said that your useless,you should say like homer say it "d'oh"
2.)You play about 6 or 9 instruments, you can make music
your pretty skilled, and you still play when your sick
3.)you master 6 or 9 languages and sometimes its hard for me to understand you
compare to me, I only know one language, why are you acting blue
4.)your a teacher, you teach a lot of people and your smart
I feel so dumb, one time I take a test and I accidentally fart *turns red*
5.)Your art skills are way advance than my art skills
I can't use my imagination, but I can draw a bunch of drills *draws really bad*
6.)You can fill your stomach or any ones stomach because you can cook
In my culinary class I was only assistant chief and I didn't really learn anything, people think that I'm a kook

"Words from an Angel"

You call me Lonewolf-chi
The way you said it made me speechless
Instead of calling you imoto-san, I'm calling you midori-chi
It feels like I'm yours, and your mine
you made it sound really cute and romantic
Saying my name from an angel that made me shine
chi means a couple, its honorific in Japanese
I want to say that I love you and that's the bottom line
Its like someone is calling my name
Its just ordinary nothing special
but the way you said it, its not the same
I can't really explain why
I feel like screaming like a little girl
I feels so happy that I want to cry
Its like our names connect together
Its feels like we become as one
even though we are going to die in this earth, we are still gonna live in heaven forever

The long distance intangible love

It feels like we our love has been separated

I want to hug you, touch you, hold you, and kiss you

but people are trying to stop us, especially from our love that we created

But we are far away and I want to be with you

I want to show you that I love you, but how can I show it

It makes me curious how you are, how do you act, how do you talk, and how do you feel about me

I'm in love with you and I don't want people to see

I'll get in trouble and they will keep us away from each other

When I first met you we are like a sister and a brother

You call me older brother with respect, even though we are not blood related

It came from someone that cares about me, I really appreciated

Our relationship went to the next level after close friend

You were feeling down and you never experience love

I ask you to be my girlfriend, so I could be your boyfriend

CMMA Values Rubric

Advocate/Activist: I’m more like emerging. I ask my friends if they have any problems. I want to let them know that I’m there for them. I love to help my friends when they are in need. If they don't want me to help them thats fine with me because its not my business. I just want my friends to know that they are not alone, they got me.

Compassion/Community: I have to say, I'm like a role model. I identify myself as part of CMMA and I encourage others to join the community. I tell my friends to join CMMA because CMMA is a awesome academy and they really help me to be successful. I look at CMMA like a family in school , even though we are not blood related I still considered this academy as family.

Conflict Mediator: This is my weakness, I'm consider as a novice. I really hate problems, I deal with them everyday. I solve some of them but not the rest of the problems. I identify problems but I always look for solutions. Its a part of reality and I know everyone has problems its part of being human.

Goal Oriented: I'm like a proficient. I set my goals and I'll do what it means necessary to achieve them. I always remind myself what are my goals, so I don't forget about my goals. Because usually I'm forgetful kind of person. I'm a kind of person that looks at the future and dreams a lot. I want to show people that I'm not a failure and be a role model to them. That they can also achieve too. I'm a hard worker and I always get my work done.

Identity: I'm a role model in identity. I know who I am and I respect everyone. I want to learn about other cultures because its really interesting to me. I don't care what race they are, I treat everyone equal. I respect people and I want to get respect back.

Resiliency: I'm recover like a proficient kind of a person. When things are going down I began to worry. I always try and look for something to recover. I ask myself,"If you fall, will you get up?" I hear this saying in my head over and over again when I'm down. Even though I fall I want to get back up and continue again.

Hip-Hop:Beyond Beats and Rhymes Review

What is hip-hop means to you? Is it about money, power, and girls? Or is it about only for entertainment? All these questions makes me wonder of whats hip-hop really about.

Beyond Beats and Rhymes explains about hip-hop in one step at a time. Its separated into the different section, so it will be easy to understand. "Manhood" you got to be tough in order to be an artist. You can't be weak or soft people don't like that.

You need to be popular, you can't be unknown. You need to be well-known. People got to like you, you can't really have a lot of haters. You need to have girls, you need to be a player. Money is a big thing, people love money.

In this video, girls are treated bad by men. Theres a lot of sexual harassment in this video. Men thinks that girls are materials and only for pleasure. Thats how it is in life, people are like that. Since some people say that if your weak, your considered as a women.

This video, tells you whats behind hip-hop. This shows you the real truth about hip-hop. Artists making videos for a living. The people who is in the music video like girls for example, they get paid for doing their thing even though its inappropiate.

Swine Flu

Two days ago, I watch the news and they were talking about swine flu. I heard the symptoms are body aches and diarrhea. I don't think thats the symptoms. Today, my allergies are kicking in really bad. People think that I have swine flu. I know I don't have swine flu. My eyes are really itchy, my nose is itchy, and a non-stop colds. I think people should relax and calm down about the swine flu. I know people died from it but I'm not scared to die. People should know that the world is not gonna last forever, same goes with people.

Letter to Bryon Hurt

Dear Hurt,

The documentary that you made is really interesting. I'm surprised that I didn't fall asleep while watching your video. It actually catch my attention. I keep asking myself whats the ghetto is all about. You said hip-hop came from the south Bronx. Since I live in the ghetto, people act ghetto I wonder how come they are acting like that. They must be inspire by hip-hop, people wants to be like the celebrities in the music videos. Your video give me an answer to my question.

Breaking down hip-hop makes it easier to people to understand. I have to say that when people try teach me something they usually throw the whole lesson at me, making it hard to understand. When you break it down you separate each part of hip-hop making it organize giving a step at a time. I can tell you put all your effort to your documentary. When you said it takes you 2 years to finish your video I believe you because you have to contact people to get involve to your video. I really appreciate your video and you prove whats hip-hop all about.

From: Jeff

Beyond Beats and Rhymes

I think that Beyond Beats and Rhymes is important for youth to see. The people who didn't grow up or live in the ghetto should watch this film. So they can experience whats hip-hop all about. The music videos that I watch on T.V relates to this documentary. Celebrities make music videos to: make money, to show that their tough, and to show off. Basically they make money and get fame and glory for making a music video. "hip-hop is trapped in a box" This line means hip-hop is going to repeat it self again. People are still going to make new songs and music videos. I understand hip-hop is music, I have to say I listen to it, but it doesn't have to be about money, girls, and power. It can be about love or anything, to me its kind of overrated. I think its successful because he spend a lot of time making this documentary. He ask rappers to get involved, people who help celebrities to make their music videos, and etc. He breaks down hip-hop to separate parts and explain each part about. He wants to show you what is behind hip-hop what are they hiding.

You guys have to watch this anime!!!

The name of this anime is called Toradora.I watch this anime during spring break and it was worth it. The story is pretty good just like real life. The main character is name is Ryuuji (the guy on the left)and he has a chrush on a weird girl name Minorin. The best friend of Minorin Aisaka aka. Taiga(the small girl on the right). Taiga has a chrush on Ryuuji's best friend Kitumura(sorry I can't spell his name). They team up to get close to the people who they love. The ending is very emotional, when you guys watch it you all going to turn emo lol jk T_T. If you guys love comedy, Romance, drama and weird people like me. I recommend watch this.

lucky star

you guys should check out this anime!!!

My breakfast from yesterday

I bought a bagel for breakfast and with cream cheese. Guess what I saw!!!! There were a piece of curly hair on my bagel. I didn't really see it because I was spreading my cream cheese all over it. I was thinking does Tennyson wear hair nets when they cook? I was about to tell them there were a piece a hair in it but it was a long line and it was time to go to class. I ate the other half of my bagel and went to class. Of course I ate the hair I was hungry just kidding.

How to draw the ears

Sometimes the ears can be cover by hair especially with people with long hair. I recommend draw a oval shape first. Then add details inside of the oval

www.lolcats.com >:3

You guys gotta check out www.lolcats.com its hilarious. If you love cats and you love comedy I recommend this website. I wish I have a asian cat because he or she is awesome. Remember guys this blog is not just about manga but anything random. George W. Bush loves to eat cats...... April fools!!!!!

My Poem Art Project

My friend made the poems that came from his heart. I made the scenery from my school and I draw my friends even though they are not facing each other. I made this art not to insult them but show their anger and their feelings for each other. Before draw this masterpiece I think about my friends since they are having problems. The poem part I ask my friend to write a poem for me and yes he knows that hes gonna be in my project.(Click the image if you want to read the poems)

Check Out My Audio Slideshow!!! : )

I learn that audio slide show is different than video. Audio slide show show only the images and audio. The images and audio gives a mood to the audio slide show and sometimes gives you a mysterious feeling. If I could do this differently I would make my audio slide show more longer, more images and more audio. I worked on the editing the images, audio, and making the cover on the video. My friend Shalveen worked on the sound slides, editing the audio, and plans out the project. I learn a lot from my friend Preetika and she grow from negative influences from the past to the positive influences to the future. My favorite part in the audio slide show is the images because it gives you visual about her story. I want my viewers to learn even though they grow up from a bad influences, they can still get good influences with good motivation

I'm going to submit this art to the art competition

I read the the first glance, and I saw an advertisement in the second page. There is going to be a art competition. I got interested and I hope my art will be in the first glance. (Click to see the two images up close to your face!!!)

One of my art in advance art class

There is suppose to be a ninja there but I gave to my friend. He play with it like a toy. :3 The  ninja is suppose to assassinate that guy on the right because he hates ninjas.  (Click on the picture if you want to see it closely).

Eyebrows >: ( I:)

Draw a thick wavy line above the eyes for males.or you can draw a thin line above the eyes for females.

The Nose >

The nose sometimes its hard for me to draw the nose from the side of the face. The nose is like a thin line on the middle of the face.

How to draw the eyes ^_^

The eyes of the person.
In manga its kind of like a oval shape for the eye.
Then, draw the pupal for the eyes. Put details like eyelids, eyelashes, uni-brow uhh... I mean eye brow, and special effects like crying.

What is a manga?

What is a manga? Its like a comic book but like a Japanese kind of comic book. When you read mangas, you read right to left. Don't began to read from the left your going to spoiled the ending of the manga. The style of drawing is different from the american comic books. When they shade its completely dark, to me its kind of hard to see the details.